after a long meditation...now i realize..

its really difficult to get a job..unless you have what it takes i mean completely perfect. its about one out of thirty..same as my dream to be a 3 stripes pilot. sort of insider@cable needed so that ul success in this career. a friend of mind whose already a pilot once told me that dont day dreaming of becoming a pilot unless u have somebody inside the airlines. nowadays, private sectors wont even glance any letter of endorsement from the government. let say a minister wrote a letter to mas, mas would just throw away the letter. thats todays culture in Malaysia la. mutual needs needed. last year ive gone through the 1st stage cadet pilot selection at mas subang. 1st stage is all about the psychomotor test. those who r common with joystick might be able to pass the assessment. but still i failed. maybe because im quite eager to be in that position as a cadet pilot fully sponsored by mas. its ok..its part of my life in achieving my dream. next time il try better to control my emotion and feelings hopefully il pass all the assessment stages. currently waiting for the air asia 1st stage results that will come out on 12th. Hopefully it will be a XXX. InsyALLAH.